The white capsule

conceals my sanity

and drowns my hope, long gone in the oceans that swim

oceans that swim around me as i easily swallow

and it slithers down my willing throat

happily accompanied by the clear salvation that drenches my soul

pleasantly engulfed by the fire

that burns brightly in my empty chest

where my narrow heart should be

my numbness restored

my capsule, my saviour

gently melting

and restoring the feeling of nothing, which is the best to feel

drowned in my ocean of black

lifeless and drifting

far above

what sent me here

so far from my reality

into feelingless bliss

burning memorieswelling tears, comprehension is in a land too far for white to take me,

but far above descends

to far below back on earth

until i swallow again.